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this is a poem that i made that i am putting up in my room with nikki's pic's [06 May 2005|02:45pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | if heaven ] Do you …   Remember when we stayed up all night…. telling are ghost stories  Remember are secret fort…in the elephant ears Remember when riding are bikes…was the ONLY way for us to get around Remember when I jumped your ramp with my scooter and fell…Yea I still have the scar Remember when we would go fishing at the lake…and you always had to take the fish off the hook for me Remember when you got your dog “missy”…. man Nik you loved that dog Remember when we told the little girl down the street about the “ poison” if she step onto my grass she would die-just so she wouldn’t bother us….haha she moved along time ago Remember are pack to go to Austria after we both graduated…Man I wonder if we would have gone Remember are promise (the candle wax J) to be friends forever…. things change, right Remember when you found lucky, and we feed her goldfish crackers…your grandma thought she had a dieses because of your tail, haha man your grandma Remember that “bad” book we use to look at and always laugh…yea we still have it-gross lol Remember are summer of only crocodile hunter…we where determent to meet him one day Remember are clubs…LOL especially S.O.P (save our pets) dang we where animal lovers Remember when we where just so young….with so many dreams   Dang I remember…and I’ll never forget Always in my prayers     In loving memory of Nikki V. Catch me if you can

dang ....this feeling sucks [04 Apr 2005|10:01pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | silence ] I think about you all the time....I miss you so much, your beautiful!! RIP- NIK 1 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

Just Family [11 Mar 2005|11:51pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | LONESTAR ] I NEVER THOUGHT A FAMILY OF 15 WOULD WORK......DANG IT DID!!! THATS MY SOFTBALL TEAM.......WORD ~ PATTIWACKER 2 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

RIP NIK [08 Mar 2005|08:43pm] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | simple plan ] I wish I could have told you The things I kept inside But now I guess it's just too late So many things remind me of you I hope that you can hear me I miss you This is goodbye One last time Your gone away, I'm left alone, a part of me is gone and I'm not movin on, so wait for me, I know the day will come I'll meet you there, no matter where life takes me to, I'll meet you there, and even if I need you here I'll meet you there....... (You'll be missed NIKKI) (simple plan.....) Catch me if you can

I never knew [03 Mar 2005|09:42am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | silence ] I never knew how many people can be effected by just one person. But we are. I have been seeing all around me people praying and crying that i would never expect to see in that condision. It's so hard........dang its so hard. *Hang in there* PRAY Catch me if you can

Dang [02 Mar 2005|09:57am] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | crying ] All i have to say is that everyone keep praying.And Man, Nikki hang on, your a strong girl, you always have been, you'll get through this. I <3 U. Pray Catch me if you can

I THINK YOUR.... [09 Dec 2004|06:44pm] [ mood | crazy crazy ] [ music | I'm random ] ...........fat, fat fat fat hahaha fat fat haha fat fat fat ha fat hahahahaha fat fat fat fat hahahahhaha fat fat ha ha ha ha fat fat fat FAT HAHAHA!!!! FFFFAAATTTTTTTTTTTT HHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA Have a nice day faty hahahah faty faty faty 2 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

ALOT hahahaahaha [06 Dec 2004|10:02pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | ENJOY ] DO YOU: Smoke?: ehhh never Read the newspaper?: lol…read whats that Pray?: always Been in love?: hmmmm Had a medical emergency?: nope Had surgery?: yea Ran away from home?: ran out the door (that’s as far as I got) Played strip poker? Hahahaha no Gotten beaten up?: nope Beaten someone up?: nope Been on stage?: yup Slept outdoors?: yes Pulled an all nighter?: of course Made out with a stranger?: no Been on radio/tv? Yes, and I was just on with my homies (jess,ambar,nelly, and kat) not to long ago Been in a mosh-pit?: no Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: no Pepsi or coke?: coke Chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate- I like it dark I mean yea….. Internet or phone?: internet Suicidal?: nope Stubborn?: sometimes Open-minded?: yes Arrogant?: no Patient?: not really Hyper?: YESSSSSS Nice?: yes Happy?: all the time Shave your head for $1000?: NEVER Like candles?: yes Believe in soul mates?: what Believe in love at first sight?: no Believe in forgiveness?: yes I do….no matter what Want to get married?: yes Want to have kids?: I guess….lol yes Ever want to adopt kids?: maybe ABOUT YOU: [three words that sum you up]: fun, hyper, outgoing [jewelry worn daily]: here we go…..4 earings on one ear 3 on the other, belly ring, 3 necklaces, and 1 ancklet [wallet]: yes, my american eagle on ( I love it) [coffee]: frapichino’s (lol lol lol cant spell it) from any where [shoes]: slippers [cologne/perfume]: pac sun stuff (lu la or something), tommy girl, and some bath and body works stuff [clothing you have on]: nothing, oooooooo yea —IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...— [cried]: nope [bought something]: nope [gotten sick]: nope [sang]: of course [eaten]: HAVE I [been kissed]: no [felt stupid]: all the time [wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: no [talked to an ex]: yes [seen someone you have a crush on]: hmmm [had serious talk]: no [missed someone]: yeah [hugged someone]: yes [argued with a parent(s)]: yes —SOCIAL LIFE— [best girl friend]: danielle, kristen,diana, maria, ambar….. [best guy friend]: josh, ralph,john,david [boyfriend/girlfriend]: nope [car you drive]: toyta corolla (**spelling,whatever**) [would you rather be with friends or on a date]: friends-all the way [job]: not right now [attend church]: ALL THE TIME-that’s my 2nd home [like being around people] yes yes yes LAST PERSON WHO . Slept in your bed: kristen . Saw you cry: mark . Made you cry: me . You shared a drink with: what….ummmm . You went to the movies with: danielle . You went to the mall with: mom . Yelled at you: mom . kissed: check….many mah hahahahaha . hugged: haha josh when he left my house . held hands with: lol HAVE YOU EVER... . Said "I Love You" and meant it?: to my family . Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yes . Wished you were the opposite sex: GROSS . Had an imaginary friend: heck yea [RANDOM] . Do you have a crush on someone:nope . What book are you reading now: frankstein . Worst feeling in the world: sadness . Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:ummm who doesn’t lol . What's under your bed: nothing, I’m a good girl . Favorite sport to watch: baseball . Siblings: sister-theresa . Location: bondocks- pembroke pines baby!!! .College plans: hopefully PBA . Piercings/tattoos- 8 piercings . Do you do drugs: no and never . Do you drink: no . What are you most scared of: men at my window . Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: hmmm . Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: what . Do you have a "type" of person you always go after:yes but to long to write down what type . Are you lonely right now: no, I have lucky . Song thats stuck in your head a lot: a lot of songs Catch me if you can

Jessie much love :-) [22 Nov 2004|07:13pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | i love cookies ] --- found somewhere i forgot. [] been drunk. [] smoked pot. [x] rode in a taxi. [] been dumped. [x] shoplifted. [] been fired. [x] had a job. [] been in a fist fight. [x] snuck out of your parent's house. [] almost been arrested. [] stole something from your job. [] celebrated new years in times square. [] went on a blind date. [] smoked a cigarette. [] gone on an airplane by yourself. [] broken a bone. [] had sex in a car. [x] white lied to a friend. [x] went swimming in your bathtub. [x] had a crush on a teacher. [] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. [] been to europe. [] made out in a movie. [] taken caffiene pills. [x] been to disney land/world. [x] had a crush on someone you hardly knew. [x] been to california. [x] been skinny dipping. [x] regretted something. [] peed on someones lawn. [] skipped school. [] thrown up from drinking. [] lost your sibling. [] been butt nekked bangin on the bathroom floor. [] kissed a member of the same sex. [] had sex with a boy. [] had sex with a girl. [x] been in a car accident [] partied for days and days straight [x] had a family member die. [x] played 'clue'. [x] had a sleepover party. [x] went ice skating. [] dropped x. [] been cheated on. [x] had a boyfriend/girlfriend. [] had a threesome [] had a sweet sixteen. [x] had a car. [x] drove. [] had sex on a roof, with your friends unknowingly watching? do you? []have a bf. []have a gf. [] have a crush. [] have a dog [x] have your own room. [x] listen to rap. [] paint your nails. [x] play a sport. [x] play more than one sport. [] watch sports on tv. [x] have a fav. group/singer/artist. [x] have more than 1 best friend. [] get good grades. [] play an instrument [x] have slippers. [] wear boxers [x] wear black eyeliner [x] like the color blue. [] like the color yellow. [] cyber. [] claim. [] like to read. [] like to write. [x] have long hair. [] have short hair. [x] have a cell phone. [] have a laptop. [] have a pager. are you? [] ugly. [] pretty. [x] ok. [] bored. [x] happy. [] bilingual. [x] white. [] black [] puerto rican [] short. [x] medium. [] tall. [] grounded. [] sick. [x] lazy. [x] single. [] taken. [] looking. [x] not looking. [] talking to someone [x] IMing someone [] scared to die [x] sleepy. [] annoyed. [] on the phone. [x] in your room. [] drinking something [] eating something. [x] in your pjs. [x] ticklish. [] listening to music [] homophobic. TO- MY LADY JAGS I LOVE U GUYS!!!YOUR ALL THE BEST!!!!! Catch me if you can

In the library [03 Nov 2004|09:40am] [ mood | bec steven is annoying ] [ music | keyboards ] I am in the library, working on a "project" but i am not doing it...yup!! got to go do something byeeeeee -patti Catch me if you can

Some things are just NOT funny [01 Nov 2004|05:07pm] [ mood | HAHAHAHA THATS FUNNY ] [ music | PEEING ] kewlperson- look over there, there's barf kewlperson2- NO, its not barf its jessie. HA ha ha is that funny, no not at all gotta go kids gotta go 4 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

yea yea yea yea [26 Sep 2004|05:52pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | nelly nelly and more nelly ] I love this new cd by NELLY-SUIT!!! I have been listening to it all the time!! WEll i am going to go now bec there is nothing else to write... peace- God bless 4 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

I dont freakin care, I LOVE CHARTER!!!!!!!!! [07 Sep 2004|04:29pm] why is it so hard?!?! 2 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

Seriously I’m seriously serious ( mah ha ha ) [22 Jul 2004|12:38am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | soft nothings in my ear ] Yo, wow i havent writin in so long, whats up everyone, i hope you all are having a great summer!! wow that was pretty odd dont you think-ambar- all 4 of us ( me,u,kristen,&maria) all having boyfriends at the same time o yeaaaaa lol!!!! well g2g love you all, god bless JESSIE- to you Homie..... But now you are free from the power of sin and have become slaves of GOD. Now you do those things that lead to holiness and result in eternal life. For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of GOD is eternal life throgh Christ JESUS our LORD. -Romans 6:22-23 :-) 2 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

Went soooooooo fast [20 Jun 2004|01:16pm] Man camp was great, but it went by so fast, I loved it though!!!! I met so many great people, so whoop whoop lol. I am going on vaction to a beach thing for a week with my family, but i am only 45 min so hola on the cell 954-562-7472. I got to go so peace.......God loves u :-) ambar- fun times!!!!!! 1 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

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Goin away [12 Jun 2004|09:28pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | bus rolling out to leave for camp ] I can't wait tommorow I am going to summer camp with my church, it is going to be so much fun, YEAAAA!!!!!!!! I hope everyone is having a good summer so far, peace out homies!! Catch me if you can

Just some stuff to say...... [09 Jun 2004|05:39pm] JESSIE- you go girl!! SUID- you go boy!!! Camille-I am proud of you, and i will miss you lots Ambar- PIMP!!! and i LOVE U!!!!!! Kat-hi and everyone else....hola!! 2 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

O yea [04 Jun 2004|01:24pm] Camel give me your adress to your apartment so i can right you and maybe send you some little gifts,lol!! I love you and I will miss you my littl cup cake ;-) 1 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

[04 Jun 2004|01:02pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | waiting for the last bell to ring, for school to be out ]  nice dog butt   SAT's rock o yea!!! NOT!!! I have them tommorow and i am nervous. Then I also have to study for my exams, ahhhhhhhhh stress, but it's ok i can handle it lol!! I have nothing else to really say but i like typing and i am soooooo bored so yea. I am leaving now bye SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Caught me♥Catch me if you can

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